The last few days have just been so shitty & stressful for me & over course the night I was to go out & have a good time with people I haven’t seen for a while just had to be the night that I break down ‘cause of everything. I’m quite strong with most things, but after a while it all just gets to a person. Really just wish I could sleep for a year & get away from everything. All my thoughts & that. Just… Meh.
Once you get a taste of sleeping next to someone, sleeping alone in your own bed really sucks.